If we know anything about it Kurt CobainIt’s that he was a tormented man, but despite committing suicide 26 years ago, he is an artist who continues to reach new generations and move those who fell in love with grunge thanks to him.
Krist Novoselic, Dave Grohl and Cobain took the music to another level, but it seemed as if the blond boy was unhappy with the success around them. Nirvana
His story is full of childhood trauma, but the only thing that matters to us today is the relationship he had Boddah your imaginary friend
Perhaps Boddah was the product of his constant quest to escape reality and face the loneliness he suffered during his childhood, that invisible being occupied the moments of profound silence that scared the little one so much. Kurt Cobain
The artist’s parents were concerned about their son’s propensity for fantasy, so when one of the musician’s uncles signed up for Vietnam, they told Cobain that Boddah had also been summoned, with the intention that he would forget him forever. . However, some of the musician’s relatives say that this imaginary friend likely inspired him to sing.
Picture of the Nirvana leader, taken in 1993. (Photo: AP)
Love kills! Theories that Courtney Love killed Kurt Cobain
The fact is that the paper which was found in the room where the lifeless body is from Kurt Cobain, was not addressed to his wife Courtney Love, nor to his daughter Frances Bean, but to that childhood companion who gave him an escape from his harsh reality: Boddah
This is the translation of the original text …
For Boddah:
Speak like the experienced fool who prefers to be a neutered childish charlatan. This comment should be fairly easy to understand. Everything I’ve learned in the punk rock courses I’ve taken over the years has proven true since my first contact with the, shall we say, ethics of independence and the connection to my environment. It’s been too long since I’ve been excited listening to music or making music, or writing it, or even doing rock’n’roll. I feel incredibly guilty. For example, if the lights go out for the concert and the audience’s screams are heard, they don’t affect me the way they affected Freddy Mercury, who seemed to love the audience loving and adoring him. Which I admire and envy a lot. In fact, I can’t fool you, none of you. It just wouldn’t be fair to me. Pretending to have a 100% pleasure would be the worst crime I can imagine. Sometimes I feel like I have to sign up before going on stage. I’ve tried everything to prevent that. (And I keep trying, believe me Lord, but it’s not enough.)
I am aware that I, we, have influenced and liked many people. I must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they have already happened. I am too simple. I need to be put under a little anesthetic to regain the enthusiasm I had as a kid. In our last three tours, I have much more appreciation for all the people that I have personally met who are our fans, but despite that, I cannot overcome the frustration, guilt and hypersensitivity towards people. There is only the good in me, and I think I just love people too much. So much so that I feel bloody sad. The typical sad, sensitive, disaffected Pisces, my God! Why can’t I enjoy it? I do not know! I have a divine wife, full of ambition and understanding, and a daughter who reminds me a lot of what I was like.
Full of love and joy, she trusts everyone, because everyone is good to her and she believes they will not harm her. That scares me so much it almost immobilizes me. I can’t bear the thought of Frances turning into a sinister, miserable, self-destructing rocker like I’ve become. I have everything, everything. And I appreciate it, but since I was 7, I hate people in general … Just because it seems like people find it easy to get along and be understanding. Just because I love people and feel sorry for people. Thank you all from the bottom of my nauseating stomach for your letters and your interest over the years. I am a fickle and crazy creature. I’ve run out of passion, and remember it’s better to burn out than to fade away. Peace, love and understanding. Kurt Cobain.
Frances and Courtney, I’m at your altar.
Please Courtney go ahead for Frances
for his life that he will be much happier without me. I love you I love you! “
Suicide note from Kurt Cobain (Picture: AP)
In this suicide note He gives up his career, his fans and life. He talks about the fatigue of his life in rock, but what is striking is that he only dedicates a few lines to talk about love and his family.
According to experts, this raises suspicion, because that’s not how suicide works …
With information from TN.com
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